This is a retrospective apology.
(Read: Don't Respond)
I’m sorry.
I held you hostage
with a relentlessly unyielding love.
Which possibly felt like a warm blade on your aorta
for...
Well, for probably the forever and never that we've been always together.
You tried to tell me a lifetime ago
That you were not ready.
But I am stubborn.
And believe I always know what's best,
For everybody,
Despite my poor body of work.
I have a slow-to-quick learning curve..
Box step.
Anyway-
I wish for you,
Some Wan.
A Love that you don't have to question everyday,
why you love them with your whole heart-
And.
Still.
Can't love them like you "should".
...anyway.
I Love You.
You Are Everything Wonderful and Terrible about
Water and the Moon.
And.
So.
Here is the biggest
bestest
truest,
most loyal and honorable
gift of true love
I can ever give you...
Goodbye.
